Naive.
But i didn't delete it because it makes a part of my growing memories. XD
It was a morning.
I woke up quite early as i used to even though the last few days i wasn't having a nice sleep but still i woke up at 8.30am.lolz.I think i had a biological clock inside my body that i just went to bed everyday at 11pm and get up the latest is 9 or 10am.
After woke up,had my breakfast and watch tv for awhile.I begin to tidy my room and start to do the cleaning when i realized it was sooooo dusty all over my notes and books during my examination.I think that's just because i'm always trap inside my room to study by the desk therefore i cant notice how dirty it is.haha.So i done all the cleaning and tidy my notes and arrange them all in order and the whole desk.After that i vacuum and mop the floor as i usually did cos it was the weekend.=='
And at last,i've got my dusty-less and shining room with desk.=D
last but not least,wish i'll have a happy holiday.not to think about my results and studies.i'll seriously start my plan after this 2weeks.*cross finger* XD
I look pale.Not because I'm a half British.
Seriously..i think i screwed it up because i knew it since early.Didn't begin the studies earlier was only my own fault no one to blame on and i seriously promise myself the next trial exam and STPM definitely wont be a mess like now!!!regret regret...
For me,this is the first time i can see myself really grown up from all the way i treated studies because i didn't go for sufficient rest and sleep that i know it shouldn't be like this especially before and during exams!!And this one week for me was like a first lesson in my 19th year on this earth.I learn how to respect those ppls who studies hard for their exams and now i really can feel it myself and i know it wasn't something so easy! I wish i was not too late to learn my own lesson and suddenly i feel like i'm growing a lil bit more mature?eww..i act don't like that word.baha.
During this exam period i feel like i was in a exam marathon than any kind of exams.Everything couldn't finished at the very last minute and ended up a super MESS.My exams schedule were like sit for 3hours paper and then break for 30mins or 45mins and then continue with another 3hours paper.I bet robot would also burn down.As for me?i went home everyday after exam with a very exhausted physical and mental.
why am i not talented?why am i not so clever?why why why?is there anything good inside myself?i dunno..
Btw,since today is last day and then me and my groups went for badminton since the past two weeks we didn't went.And i'm now feeling so weird although i had released all the pressure just now but i'm still feeling uneasy.hmm..maybe is the last paper that made me feel so.My last paper was acc paper 1 and although there's only 4questions but it's alry freakingly hard!this is the first time i felt so terrible in my overall exams even at the end of it.
moral values:
never study last minute before ur exams.
never try to burn the midnight oil during exams cos it will definitely kill you by one day! XD
Midterm Exam 2009
ok..it's time for me to stop.ntg would help.so let's go mugging!haha..
wait,before i left let me post this up as a memory for me next time when i flashback to my super sweet form 6 life.woohoo!
26/5/2009
Pengajian Am 2
Maths S 2
27/5/2009
Math S & T 1
Ekonomi 1
28/5/2009
Akaun 2
Ekonomi 2
29/5/2009
Pengajian Am 1
Akaun 1
Surprise? 99%...
Ok,the thing happen was like on my birthday that day JC suddenly msn me as we had alry some time didnt contact each other and then he was like trying to ask that if i'm going anywhere on my birthday and any parties something like that.
Later,he ask me to go out on Saturday that is today that he said it was for celebrating my birthday although it was a belated one cos Friday i would still need to go to school and i couldnt make it if it was on Thursday which is my birthday.Then i was like feeling so strange..?.?..why did he ask me out huh?and i've even asked him whether is just me and him but he just wouldn't answer my question properly.cos u know la..ppl got gf d de..later kena his gf kill ma die..but then he was like saying his gf is in sg and then is ok we could just hang out bla bla bla..haha..and i just couldnt help so i ask him : what if i don't go?will i regret?..and his answer was like : maybe...maybe...
(Another situation)
On my birthday that day,i saw that why haven't my koko send me any msg and i'm thinking that maybe he would actually forgotten my birthday (it actually happens last year).So,what i did was just send him a msg asking is koko had forgotten something today?and then the thing happen when i started to figure it out myself..lolz!koko replied : haha.2am in the morning.Wow.of cos remember my mei mei's birthday and then he wish me.and then he said haiz.actually got surprise de.nvm.At that time i started to feel weird..ok it's like i usually did sms my koko when he is in US but he won't actually told me the time there unless i was asking.but then this time.he said it like he wanted to prove that he's in US and of cos during that time i still dunno so i say sorry cos i thought i had woken him up in the morning.bahahaha..
And then afterall it was not until today i saw him then..and actually it was not a 100% surprise.but something really true was i felt very glad and happy to see koko again cos the last time was like 1 and a 1/2 years.goshh...and this time he came back for his summer holiday for about 4months.yeah!and it means that we still can spend some time together.
What a long story i type today..haha..
will upload some photos here when i get it from koko.xoxo.
*if someone gonna plan a surprise for me next time.made it seriously 100% if not i would have found out some clue myself.i think i have some detective gene inside me.ok.insane.
Happy Mother's Day
Wish Wish!
The following stuff might seems not valuable but it's so hard to get it when you're facing financial probs and birthday is the way to get it free. muahaha~
*卢广仲 “100中生活” CD although it's been long published.and also the new album but haven't published here yet "LOVE IN TICC".
*a new bag that i can carry no matter where i go what i wear as long as i can put my stuff inside.
*a new bottle since i'm using my old nike bottle fore 2years?eww..
i think there's so lil things that i wish for and if i have the financial i would probably bought it right now and
p/s: i'm not urging ppl to buy me things just to tell if you really wanted to buy me something.
**DON'T buy stuff toys!i seriously don't need it by the age of me right now and i only buy it when i'm really love something cute and nice myself.so thanks alot!
Sell Out!!!
In English & Cantonese with English and Chinese Subtitles
Genre: Comedy/Drama
Director: Yeo Joon Han
Cast: Jerrica Lai, Peter Davis, Kee Thuan Chye, Lim Teik Leong, Lee Szu Hung, Wong Wai Hoong, Hannah Lo
RunTime: 1 hr 46 mins
Released By: Cathay-Keris Films & Lighthouse Pictures
Rating: PG
Synopsis:
Her name is Rafflesia Pong (Rafflesia=largest flower in the world, which reeks of animal carcass; Pong=stink). She's a bottom-ranking arts show host who's disillusioned with "those over-rated underachievers we call artists."
He's Eric Tan (Eric=Eric, Tan=typical Chinese surname), a product designer who's just about to learn that it doesn't pay to be creative.
They both work for FONY, a multinational conglomerate whose mission statement, copied from a Taiwanese company, is to be original.
In the face of such pressure, will Eric and Rafflesia retain their artistic integrity or will they finally sell out to fame, fortune or some other nasty thing that also starts with "F"?
Art is hard. Sell Out!
so eager to watch this!feels nice don't they?the details were copied from this site
Earlier birthday celebration + Against the school rules
last but not least,have to thank to hai sien who were the photographer (although the skill has to be improved) during the whole session.thanks!
*we always go against the rules because there is no birthday cakes allowed in our school!!! XD not anything is the class is approved.luckily discipline teacher didn't passed by.
Depression.
I felt so upset,
I felt so horrible,
I felt so TERRIBLE.
I couldn't believe that i cried when i went home and i wonder why did i didn't give my best during this time test and i eventually lack of focus during the whole test and it was totally a disaster!!!
I couldn't do things well,whatever being faced.i screwed it up everytime. it's that why i am born for?!Screwed up each and everything even little things in my life?huh?!! I'm such a looser!!!
and i hv to say sorry to someone that you been teaching me so many things before this and ended up like i disappoint you.i'm so sorry!
*and i'm really appreciate what my classmates has done for me and also yeow liang.they celebrated our birthday earlier like one week?lolz.thanks guys anyway.will upload some photos when my mood gets back.